stay cLose dont go !

impossible

2010-06-01T21:36:00.002+08:00

hey friends.[=
suddenLy i have the urge to update my rusty bLog here.
many things happened.
some sweet.some bitter.
i was rather upset that you and i are suddenLy drifting appart.
you know who you are sister.
hmm.rather awkward being around you now.
i hope we couLd mend things.

i was reading my past post.
which on 2008.
two years back when i was in sec3.
funny cos back there i said that im gg to have a boyfriend when i was 17.
and NOW i am.
stiLL *cricket sound*
hahaha!
i dont mind not having a boyfriend.
i dont really care actually.
imma concentrate on my o levels this year.
gonna do my very best to make everyone proud.
^^

yeahhh.thats aLL foLks!!!

2010-04-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

Busyyy!!!be back soon "nufff.(; anw I'm fineee

2010-04-05T13:31:00.002+08:00

DEAD AND GONE.
i dont know what you want out of me.
you think i stiLL like the previous guy?
weLL,hell no.
he moved on.
and so do i.,
u deleted me off ur tagged.
watthehell youre thinking?
u messing things up.
just forget it.,
i like u but its hurting me.
i have to move on yet again.
sorry..

2010-02-13T00:22:00.000+08:00

im sorry setan abt just now.=/
*sigh*
nights peopLe![=

if Loving you wasnt enough,

2010-02-12T20:28:00.004+08:00

hey netizens.
many things happened yet i dont know how to put it into words to share it with you guys.
some happy some sad.
haha.
but overaLL,its fine.
im happy that someone is in my Life.
^^
wait a minute!dont think too far guysss.
we're just friends.[=
but STILL,u make me happy eh setan.
hahah.
read that!!! YOU MAKE ME HAPPY WEN URE AROUND.
so dont say anything stupid..haha.,

okayy,now lets taLk about my birthday ceLebrations!
woohooo.
this year was a bLast!!
seriousLyyy.
i Love my friends aLot!
thanks you guys..
im gonna upLoad those pictures soon enough at facebook.
under one aLbum.
the reason i havent upload yet is because.my ceLebrations havent end yet.
haha.gotta wait for my daddy to come back.
den i'LL upLoad the overaLL ceLebrations!!
woohoo.
k stop.

i think im too hyperactive today.as i aLways am on cny.
idont know whyyyyyyyyyyy.
weLL wattheheLL.
lol.
hehehe.

anw,im great.
i live aLone.ive been spending time with my baby aLot.this kontoL above.*looks up at the picture*
im working,im schooLing.i love my friends.i have him around.what more couLd i ask for?
haha.

omg,vaLentines day is on sundayy!!!!
but yet,i dont have any date!:(
haha.LIKE AS IF I CARE.
i dont mind actuaLLy.
thats what boring singLes do on vaLentines day.slack around.haha.kidding yawwww.
maybe im gg out.maybe nope.it aLL depends.[=

anw,i miss my babyg's aLot.
hmmm.
i miss themm.
gahh.
i miss rangers.

hais.
well,i know we're busy with our stuffs.
but i stiLL love u guys okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!:D

k,daaaaaaaaaaa!

2010-02-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

this suck.shouLdnt have faLL for you.
sucks big time.

2010-01-31T20:46:00.002+08:00

i miss someone!!!
i miss his smeLL.
i miss his hugs.
i miss his smile.

omg,i just miss u out of sudden.gahh~

ure the best guy ive ever had.

guys are total jerk but i dont think you are.

2010-01-30T17:04:00.003+08:00

he edited this.

hey,it is indeed a nice day today.
and pLus its a saturday.
lol.
well,any normal human being shouLd be going out having fun.
whiLe im stuck at home,rotting.
gahhh~
haha.
weLL,today's my ferst day of work.
where?haha,secrettt!
[=

weLL,my boss is one cheeky oLd man.
he's 41 and divorcee.
he gives me the creeps.
gahhh~
the way he look at me and aLL..
just not right.
-.-
k wtvr.

just now webcam with this guy right here
cute aint he?
he cheer me up.well,kindda sad bcos of something.
gahhh.
-.-
kk heres the pictures.
weLL thats aLL ppL.
[= bubbye.

2010-01-28T16:16:00.000+08:00

Sometimes u just don't get what u want.

Gahhh

2010-01-28T10:42:00.002+08:00

Today not in school because I need some rest and sick..yeah sick and tired...hmmm..I miss someone from my past..thanks to Syafiq who kept mentioning his name...those night we spent together lingers on mind..like as If it stuck on my head...gahhh!!!!I'm not in a good mood nowadays..don't know why..and sorry bloggy that I've abandoned I for quite sometime..been very busy with school la darling..lol..alright then takecare..xoxo

2010-01-15T16:16:00.002+08:00

heyheyy.
god,schooL is soo tiring.
i have remediaL everydayy!!
mark that,everyday.
:(
gahhhh.
weLL,thats Life mann.haha.
whatever.
need to endure a year more,
and im done with this thing.
yesssaaa!
[=

haha,
u miss someone.
haha^^

k wtv.bye![=

i Love this soongg mann!

2010-01-12T22:10:00.003+08:00

heyyheyy! [=
i actuaLLy dont know what to bLog about. hmmm.
i misses aLL those Late night caLLs i used to have.
those smses that make my day.:( HAHA.
now im pathetic without a phone.
ive been without a phone for what?Like aLmost a month?!
thanks to that focker who stoLe my beLongings.thankss ehh.
im managing to Live without it but sometimes its quite boring.i mean very boring.
But sometimes its good to have peace and quiet.
and without worrying peopLe passing your number around.
but overaLL,its stiLL boring..
gahh,i miss you handphone...
pLease comebackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :(((((((

im scared of my o levels this year.i think i cant make it.
gahhh.pLease pLease pLeaseeeeeeee Let me make it.
i was thinking of dropping schooL and appLying higher nitec course.
but what the heLL,i cant give up now.
i must persevere to the enddddd! thinking of it make me sickk reaLLy.

haha.didnt get to chat with cuteboy today as he isnt onLine.
awwwwwwww,so sadddd. haha.(X
weLL,he was being soo frank yesterday,
asking me wether my PM is for him.
and im a person not used to frankness,so i acted as if i dont know what his taLking about. LOL. and i've offLine haLfway through the convo yesterday because my cousin switch off the network. sorry ayyee'

Nufff ' said.
takecare peopLe.
nights.
i'LL see you,when i see you.
xoxo

misses my babyLoves

2010-01-11T22:30:00.007+08:00

hey netizens.
i miss my friends aLot!!
my rangers,mira,momoi,aisyah,ifah,eeqa,insyira and syafiqah too!
its been awhiLe since ive met them or went out with them.
i guess im too busy with schooL and my freedom is very Limited.
:(
and they're too busy with schooL and work.
hais.
but not to worry,u guys are stiLL in my heart !
"waLau jauh dimata tetapi masih dekat di hati"
ewahhh!
HAHA(x

k,im so Lameeee nowadays.Like really.

anw,this coming friday someone's gonna treat me seouL garden.
nyeheh!
wa had promised me aLready so yeah.
advanced birthday treat.<3>mane nie cuteboy hiLang nie,tk onLine2.haha.
k aku merepek.gahh!(X hehe.
to those who took their resuLts just now.dont be disheartened by what you get for your resuLts.
they're stiLL other aLternatives way to success,eventhough it may take a Longer period of time.
but stiLL,the reward you'LL get in the future is worthwhiLe the awaiting and hardwork.
CHEYY!look who's taLking now,huh.haha.and yeah.to those who did weLL,CONGRATULATIONS!and pLease choose the right courses.[=

aLrightyyyy,enuff of bLaberring.
gotta bounce now.
takecare peopLe.
nights.
<3

2010-01-10T23:29:00.002+08:00

someone make me smiLe from ear to ear just now.
haha.
thanks ehh cuteboyy.
LOL.
cute kan kauu.
hahaa.
xD
kLah,have to sleep now.
sugardreams peopLe.<3

2010-01-10T13:34:00.002+08:00

<333 my boyfriend inthe video!!HAHAH.hot righhtt?i know

2010-01-10T04:37:00.001+08:00

wow,i know ure my past.
but didnt realise that you used the same script to every girL.
and every girL faLLs for it.i was aLmost.nearly,but i didnt.
thankkkk godddd!

2010-01-10T03:51:00.001+08:00

was waiting for someone to onLine.
haha.XD
but tooo bad he isnt.
LOL.
why am i even waiting for him to onLine!!!
gahhhhh.

2010-01-09T13:00:00.002+08:00

hey yesterday i was webcamming with this guy right here.haha.he's so cute.LOLxD
shhhh!he's funny and he said that im sombong.=.=
pLus he's a friend of my friend.3 of his friends are my friends.lthe yishun guys.LOL.like the worLd couldnt get any smaller right.haha.

weLL,i hate peopLe controLLing my Life.i know you guys takecare of me since im young but you just aint my parents.SO WAKE UP!!why must my dad Listen to you guys?i know he's foreigner but doesnt mean he have no power over me.he is and forever wiLL be my dad aLright.!!
and now i couldnt even go out on saturday?!well,fuck youuu.yeahh fuck you peopLe!!!
do i Look Like a prisoner to you?!!and yes i Like to go out and i smoke.BUT WHAT MAKES YOU PEOPLE THINK IM BAD?!is not Like as if ive got tattos and pregnant and stuff that make you guys dont want to takecare of me and treat me Like some kindda prisoner righhtt!
just hate it man!!kaLau korang ajak aku kuar tkpe jgak kalau kau tk kasi aku keluar.prangai cm siaL.ohh and you said that my friends want to be friends with me because of my money?!
YOU BETTER JOLLY WELL FUCK OFF ALRIGHT.
and yet,better stiLL you accused me of threatening my own dad and thats why he's scared of me!?WELL,THATS WHAT YOU SAID.fuck you,never i imagine that i wouLd ever do that to my own father.yes,i disrespect him sometimes.BUT I WILL NEVER DO THAT TO HIM.
yes,you are my aunts n uncles.BUT HE IS MY FATHER.
the fact is you guys threatened him!!you guys threatened to seLL my house if i misbehaved.and he is scared that you wouLd seLL my house and we're nowhere to go.thats why sometimes my dad cover up for me when you asked where am i n stuffs.NOT BECAUSE I THREATENED HIM!!weLL,now my dad doesnt stay here in singapore and that makes you guys easier to take over me right.AND IM HERE ONLY BECAUSE OF MY STUDIES AND MY FRIEND.MY DAD WANTS ME TO FINISHED UP MY STUDIES HERE.and crappp!if not because these two things i wouLd joLLy weLL stay in indonesia,where my famiLy beLongs.you think i wanna stay with you kindda peopLe,weLL you're wrong.

i am very weLL aware of who i am.where i stand.you treat me differentLy.Like as if i am invisibLe.i dont care!!!as Long as ive got my father,my stepmum,sisters and friends.i am very content with what i have.this is just the sake of my studies that i keep up with your atitude.
i know that i am one hell of a strong young woman.aLL the hardships in Life make me who i am now.yeah,i know that i dont have anyone to back me up.i dont have a mother to protect me,i have a father but he's not here.so that makes you guys easier to make my Life miserabLe right?
you dont know me,dont know who i am,you guys took care of me just because my Late mum asked to.you didnt even care to get to know me.yes,me.who i am.

my Life is so unfair but nevermind.
i beLieve in a maLay proverb saying "berakit-rakit ke huLu,berenang-renang ke tepian,bersakit-sakit dahuLu,bersenang-senang kemudian"

it means that now,i may be sad but later in life it will all pay off with happiness.[=

now Lets pLay the pretending game aLright.im gonna pretend to be good for the sake of my father and studies untiL i finished my schooL life,which i dont know when.
sorry for the rough post.atLeast i let everyting out from my heart.

have a great day peopLe!
xoxo

2010-01-08T23:00:00.003+08:00

i dont know what to bLog about anymore.
my Life seems pretty much mundane now.
theres no one to spark my Life now.HAHAHxD
lameeeee!

weLL yesterday i went to Singapore poLy's open house with the 4e's and 5ns.
and it was ssooooo crowded!it was pretty much boring to me.
and today i went to Ngee ann poLy's open house.
it was quite fun.
i prefer ngee ann's open house than spore poLy's.
haha.XD
no offence.
and there's this one chinese guy who look Like rob pattinson!
seriousLy!!But the chinese version la.
*meLts**drooLs*

weLL,i am considering on taking early chiLdhood/tourism and resort management/chiLd pshychology courses.
haha.weLL that depends on how weLL i do at o LeveLs.
:D

insyaLLah i'll do weLL.
amin!

hmmm.im missing many guys from my past now.
gahhh!~

thats aLL.

sorry that my bLog isnt interesting enough for you=PP

buh-bye!

2010

2010-01-07T04:01:00.004+08:00

heyy netizens!
its been awhiLe since i Last updated my bLog huh.
haha.
was effing Lazy to update.LOL.
weLL,2009 has been a great year for me.
many many memories.
i shaLL not forget 2009,reaLLy!
heh.
But Let's hope that 2010 wiLL be a great year ahead for me too!

My new year resoLution is that i want to
- passed my o LeveLs,
-study hard,
-become a better person,
-stiLL aLive,
-last Long friendships
-shed some kg
- i want to have a bf after my o's,can?hehe.

weLL happy new year peopLe!!

xoxo

<3

2009-12-22T01:49:00.006+08:00

well,i really dont know what to bLog.
ahhaa.
hmm,aLhamduLiLah i passed my n LvL.
and promoted to sec 5.
i swear im gonna give my best shot.
i reaLLy happy that i passed my sec 5.
haha.
on saturday some fucker stoLe my bag n my fren's bag.
at ecp.
we went there to ceLebrate adk's bday.
and i had a Blast!despite my stolen belongings.
ive got my handphone,wallet,ic,house keys in it.
happy ah krg ehh.siaLann!
gerammmm je.
and i tried to call my hp many times and at one point of time they accidentally picked up.
and it was some malay guys.
effen' pathetic.
meLayu makan meLayu sendiri !
haisss.
ish3.
now,let the pictures do the taLking!!
some overdue pictures too!

:D

2009-12-06T19:56:00.002+08:00

Bold th truth, be honest! :D

I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily. (nowdays)

My Appearance
I’m shorter than 5’5.
I wear makeup
I wear a piece of jewelery at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I’ve had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.
My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.

Relationships
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships
I have a best friend. (not a but many best friends.)
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been on a train.
I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve gone bungee jumping.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music
I listen to country.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I listen to screamo.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I'm sick of it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.

Television
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and like The OC.
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve had red.
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve had purple/pink.
I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I've used conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had/want dreadlocks.

School
I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.
I’ve failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.
I’ve been caught skipping.
I’ve been on the honor roll.
I’ve been on effort honor roll.

2009-11-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

its been a Long time since i updated my bLog.
so much things happen for the period of time when i was away from my dearest bLog.
many ups and downs,
as usuaL,the times that im down is about Love.gahh.sometimes i reaLLy think that im Love cursed.and needed a prince to kiss me and break the speLL..LOL.so much for the fairytaLe.=_=
gahahaha!

for the past one month ive been at indonesia.ive nothing to do,no internet connection.
the second week,ive been at tanjung pinang at my first aunty's house.
was supposedLy to stay at batam for the whoLe 1 month.but i cant bear it.so boring!
so i decided to traveL,
gahha.
first week=batam.
second week=tanjung pinang
third week=tanjung baLai
fourth week=batam
then finaLLy,back where i beLong!
woooohoooooooooooo!
i miss my friends sooo much:(

okay,Let me now describe my trip to tanjung pinang.
i spend my week at my aunt house.its been aLmost 8 years since i Last stepped there.
my aunt's famiLy is sooo happy to see me!
especiaLLy my aunty,she pampers me too much.
XD
she bought for me ciggarettes and cooks for me anything i wanted to eat.^^ best kann?!wuuhuuuu.
at my very LAST day theres then ive got to meet my cousin who i havent met for the last 8 years,abg parno,who i usuaLLy pLay with besides my cousin sisters.
he's stiLL cute and he's a very fiLiaL son.i missed those times when we pLay together.and stuff.gahha.that was when i was a kid Lah,duh!:D
but then he didnt recognised me.
i changed aLot,mind you.
gahha.
my stay there is very enjoyabLe and fun.
xD
i got to smoke Like theres nobody bussiness.cheap ciggarettes!woooots.^^

and as for tanjung baLai,it was OK.boring Laa actuaLLy.
no friends.but thank god ive got ebuddy and facebook who keeps me acompany.
hehe^^
got nomore to say.
didnt find anything interesting to say about..
except for,i saw a guy who LOOK like RasuL.like reaLLy same.Like they were twins or something.
haha.but i think this guy Looks better than rasuL because he have shorter hair than rasuL AND his more berg than rasuL.haha.
and he kept Looking at me Like he knows me or something.for a moment,i thought it was rasuL.
but by the Looks of it,it cant be him right.haha.LOL.

-LOVE-
hmmm,remember the guy name rasuL?the one i taLked about in my previous post and to my msn friends who read my PM.its aLL about him huh.weLL,its the past.
everything was going soooooo smoothLy between me and him,YEAH,EVERYTHING.when suddenLy he stopped caLLing me everyday.and from there on things changed.we aLways argue.he onLy caLLs me thrice a week or so.when i asked him why is he acting that way.he said that he's stressed over some famiLy matters.i try my very best to understand so i cLosed one eye shut.
BUT the funny thing is he stiLL caLL me baby and stuff whenever he caLLed me.
three days after the Last phone caLL.i got to know that he's attached wiith someone eLse through his tagged.
when i found out he's in a reLationship,i SWEAR i did not shed a tear.mainLy because ive shed soooo many tears for him before.One time,i even got drunk after arguing with him.i was so upset that i didnt even think twice to drink.
i reaLLy thought he was the one for me.but unfortunateLy,i was wrong.so so sooo wrong.
He's the guy that hurt me the most.what he did was very very hurtfuL.
to top it off,he promised one of my bff that he wiLL NEVER hurt me.HAHAHA,macam paham right?.
in the end he stiLL hurt me.his taLks are reaLLy cheap.
sometimes i wonder what isit that i dont have that the girL have?
it isnt like she was goodLooking then me or what.XD HAHAHAHAHA.kidding.
after soo many faiLures in Love,i made a point not to write anything about my Love Life in my bLog.
unLess,i and the guy are attached or really serious.
i sorta ashamed that i continuosLy faiLed in reLationship.
yeLah nanti orang cakap,"pompan nie asik kene busted je.HAHAHAHAHA"
-_-
i know by heart and souL that i deserve someone waaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy better than aLL those jerks.
who appreciates and Love me inside out.^.^V
peLan2 kayuh okay nuriha.LOL ah LOL. at this 21st century,susah deh nak dapat Laki baek2..

-FRIENDS-
uhmm,mira busy working so is momoi.hmmm,my gfs stay far away from me and busy with their stufffs.
The rangers are okay.siti is bored home aLone.gahha.hmmm,my cLass cLan,are busy with their own things too,but everythings perfectLy fine.
i love my peopLe veryyyyyyyyy much.
<3333333

-FAMILY-
uhhhmm,my dad stiLL havent got a job.my stepmum stiLL nag at him for not having a job.
but insyaLLah he wiLL get one sooon,amin.
i cant bear to live with my cousin,gahh.
no freedom siaaaa.xD

tiLL here,takecare.

2009-09-23T21:59:00.002+08:00

my first day of raya isnt good.
my grandmom died .
it was bad,reaL bad.
what a first day of raya to start off with,.
it was kindda eerie too.
but it is part of Life.
everybody wiLL die,yeahh,EVERYBODY!
its just a matter of time peopLe.
been sick these few days.
due to some throat infection i think.
LOL.
-_-
i dont know what eLse to taLk about actuaLLy?.
taLk about n LeveL?
hmmm.
gotta study reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal sooon!

and someone's been keeping my day reaL good everyday^^
haha!
you know who you are right rasul?^^

i miss my peopLe aLot.
had not been hanging around much with my peopLe.
gahhh~
missed them tons!
*sniff*

okayyy !
thats it!

takecare.
see you around somewhere^^

iLL be the best you never had

2009-09-19T11:17:00.004+08:00

been very attitude towards rasuL these few days.
bahhhh~
i think its just the mood.
weLL,im reaLLy sorry dear.:D
i know yesterday you were kindda pissed off with me.
i know you care for me.
i know it very weLL.
i dont know why i tend to be very moody LateLy.
it sucks.
gahhhh~
im waiting for him to wake up and caLL me now.
and guess what?!
tomorrow is hari raya!
ahhaha.
so fastttttttt.
i couLdnt catch up with time.

im sorry rasuL that im very attitude towards u LateLy.:(

2009-09-16T21:14:00.009+08:00

heyyy!
im missing rasuL right noww.
^^
bahhhhh~
i wonder what he's doing now at geyLang.
nyaaahhaaa!
kaLau dier fLirt2,JENG3.
hahhaa.
my Life now seems more busy as n LeveL is coming nearer and nearer.
gahhh!great!
=_=
but thank god that theres rasuL who couLd entertain me aLmost 24/7.
^^
yeaaaah,
and how time fLies ehh.
its been aLmost a year now.
oh my god!
so fast!
couLdnt beLieve it.
3 more days and we wiLL be ceLebrating hari raya!
jyeahh,
money.money.moneyy!!:D

and to my babygirL,happy birthday sweetheart!
godBless you!
i love you very much

loves,nuriha.

nights peopLe^^

2009-09-14T22:05:00.002+08:00

can i throw away this feeLing as far away as i can?
cause im scared it wiLL eat me up on the inside.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART!

2009-09-14T01:13:00.002+08:00

am supposed to wish her 3 days earLier but i was at batam.
so yeaah.
weLL,happy birthday babe!
i love you alot.
hope our friendship last.
and that you wont forget me ever!
hahaa.
and lastly may god bless you with longevity and happiness!:D
LOVE YAAAAA!:D
xoxoxoxoxox

thanks for being sucha crazy friend!^^

2009-09-10T14:20:00.002+08:00

weLL today wiLL be going to batam.
gonna be back on sunday.
hmmm.
its been a long whiLe since i updated my bLog regarding my Life.
hmmm.
Life now seems so pLain.
can't enjoy much because of n LeveL.
cant wait for n LeveL to finish.
12 october is my last paper.
and after that i can enjoyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!^^
WOOO'
can go date with *insertname*!!
yeaaah,wiLL be accompanying him to his pract after my n's.

and to you who had making a comeback once in a bLue moon.
i reaLLy do not understand why u cameback.
dont even think of making a comeback if you know you are going to make the same mistakes aite!

why did we faLL apart?

2009-09-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

ohh fuck!
YOU KNOW WHAT!
I MEMORISED FCUKING 3 AND HALF CHAPTER!
AND ALL DIDNT COME OUT IN THE SS PAPER.
FUCK LAAAA!

2009-09-06T15:10:00.001+08:00

2009-09-04T23:06:00.006+08:00

i miss someone.
but things changed.
and im moving on.
just so you know i miss those late night caLLs and those earLy morning messages.
it reaLLy made my day.weLL,used to.
now theres no more.
not even chatting on msn?
thats Life.

to come to think of it.
this is the exact reason why i dont Like to faLL for someone.
and from now on.
i wiLL try my effffing best not to faLL for anyone.
i dont Like to deaL with losing someone anymore.

im not sad.
just regret.

"they come,they go."

2009-09-03T15:54:00.001+08:00

i cant beLieve i faiLed engLish.
first time..
fuck.
im not gonna onLine much.
gotta study.
enough said.
bye.

NAK LAGI

2009-09-01T16:50:00.003+08:00

yesterday went out with shabirah,atikah,diniy,wany,arfina,acap,arafat,ajin,hazmi,norman.
yeaahhhh,it was awesomeee!
went to bugis.
catch the movie band sLam.
it was ok.
then headed to arab st's zamzam restaurant to break fast.
then went to shisha.
heeeheee.
and thanks hazmi for the treat!
yeaah,he's diniy's brother.

anw,something unexpected happened.
*gasp*

pictures at my facebook!
^.^

2009-08-30T12:16:00.004+08:00

god.
my dad onLy got 3 months Left to find a job.
if not i wiLL be staying with my cousin permanentLy untiL im 21.
-.-
and my dad wiLL be staying at batam,our the other house.
but now the pLan has changed.my whoLe famiLy incLuding my stepmum and sisters wiLL moving to east java.
at first i was fine with me staying with my cousin.and my dad staying at batam.
but now,oh god.
i dont know what to do.
weLL,if this how my Life is being lead by god.
then i wiLL just go on with life.
but its sad thou:(
please make me strong to go through all these obstacles.
:(

2009-08-23T01:48:00.000+08:00

*he loook so gay*haha

happy birthday my abg sedare^^
20 huh?
soo fast.
gahaaaa.
may god bless u with longevity and happiness.
[=

gahhh

2009-08-22T23:41:00.002+08:00

im trying my best not to voice out my anger as it is rude.
but aLL the words that came out of your mouth it is so hurting to hear.
teLL me,what do you regard me as?
it is a reaL heartache to hear aLL the words u rant out of your mouth to me.
when i spoke niceLy to you,you doesnt seem to even try to be nice back to me.
instead,you raise up your voice to me.
weLL i know you're my dad and stuff.
but that doesnt mean you can raise up ur voice even if im not in the wrong.
sometimes i feeL guiLty that i sometimes raise up my voice too.
but you started it for no apparent reason.
and just so you know,you couLd onLy laugh and smiLe when youre in batam.
with stepmum and sisters around.
but why can't you when youre here,in singapore?
am i that bad being your daughter?
and i stiLL remember those words that you said to me that is the most hurtfuL words.
"menyusahkan papa je"
OMF.might as weLL you leave me.
and continue your happy Life with your new famiLy.
and no,i dont detest my stepmum.
cause she is a goodmum to me.
i reaLLy love her.
but the probLem lies within my dad.
who cant seem to be speak niceLy to me.and aLways raising up his voice.
im swaLLowing this bitterness hard down my throat.
it is painfuL but what eLse can i do to make him reaLise that?
im trying very hard to be patient but the sky is the limit dad.
god,how i wish my mum is here.
to coaxed me when im down,
and to cook for me everyday.
it sucks thinking other famiLies are break-fasting with nice foods that their mum cook for them.
yeahh,call me crybaby or what but i cried just now thinking bout that.
and yeah,everything happens for a reason.
and i couLdnt wait to found out what the reason is.

Just letting down what i feeL.

busy busy busyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

2009-08-21T12:06:00.003+08:00

heyyy,
didnt reaLise i was soo busy with schooL and friends and famiLy.
that i Left this bLog abandoned for four days straight.
sheesh,
and today?
weLL,i didnt attend schooL.
was tired and stuff.
wow,its amazing how Last time i didnt attend schooL for atleast a day for each week.
but now nope.
its been quite awhiLe since i didnt do that.
WOO'
but yeah,i just need today as a day off.
was quite dissapointing that i need another 1 mark to aced a grade 1 for my maLay.
but enough about schooL.

Yesterday went to geyLang and bought my outfit for hari raya ceLebration,
i bought 2 punjabi style top.and im going to wear with a white bottom.
and i aLso bought a nyonya kebaya.
which is my own personaL theme for this year.
and pLanning for a kebaya songket next year.
which i reaLise songket is very expensive huh.
the nyonya kebaya cost me around 130 doLLars.
so expensive.tskk.-_-
and maybe later after i feeLing quite okay,im going to shop for shoes and bags and clothes.
with woochy.

and tomorrow wiLL be going out on a date.
hope it turn great,(:

and my daddy hasnt returned to spore yet.
bahhh~ miss himm:(

2009-08-16T21:35:00.002+08:00

ive just finished watching Little rascaLs and enchanted.
both are great movies!
shouLd watch,.
haha.
=]

this is uh-huh a cast on little rascals back in 1994.isnt he cute?

u want to see him now?

.

.

.

.
..

.

jengjeng!hot rightt?!*DrooLs*

am tired,gdnight ppL.
<3 yaLL.

happy birthday nephew!

2009-08-16T13:55:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY DEAREST,CUTEST ILHAN BABY!
:D
hope when u grow up you'LL be a wisefuL and succesfuL person.
and pLease dont iritate me aLot ok?
haha.
i Love you aLot Like seriousLy.omg,imy already.
have fun ceLebrating your birthday in sunway lagoon![=

2009-08-16T00:57:00.005+08:00

*if u noticed whenever i smiLe wideLy i have a crooked smiLe.thats the reason i dont usuaLLy smiLe showing my teeth.
not because my teeth are protruding.LOL.*

im soo tired,
went to vivo just now.
just chiLLing.
yeahh.
and i miss miraidora.
where have she been?
=/

2009-08-14T20:37:00.002+08:00

this was the surprise we pLanned for him todayy.
haha.
he was aLmost to tears when he received this two things.
the birthday card consist of syafiqah,hari,nazie,suLaiman and me wishes.
with our picture in it.so that when we graduate and he happens to miss us,he could look through this card.
AND not forgetting the CKIN2U parfume.
yeahhh.he reaLLy cLose to tears when opening up the present.
:D
and that perfume is what he reaLLy wanted.
so sweet right us?hahaha!
i knowww!:D
TOLD YOU HE GONNA LIKE IT!Heeee:D
LOVE YOU BESTIE!!and once again happy birthday!
and yeahh,i Love aLL aLso,nazie,hari,inka,shab,eeqa,shakeerah,insyirah,huda,adk,wa,ya,miraidora and MINQI!
and thanks a bundLe to miraidora darLing for heLping out with the birthday card!:D
iloveyou!

2009-08-13T19:52:00.001+08:00

and YOU KNOW WHAT I FLUNKED MY GEOG PAPER.
GREATT!
-____________________-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY BESTFREN

2009-08-13T19:26:00.007+08:00

HIS HANDS WAS SHIVERING LIKE MAD.HAHA.thats my hand btw.-.-

iLy bestie!^^

this is the cake we(naz,inka,hari,shuang yau and me)bought for ASYRAF.
but i and hari's sister who are the one who decorate this cake and bought it.
cause the rest are busy revising geog.-_-

happy birthday my dear bestest guyfriend ever!yeahh,you are the one who are the one advicing me on guys stuff.guys opinion and aLL.the one who cheered me up when i got my heartbroken.
my partner in crime.you are the one i shared secrets with and so do you,i know your secrets ok.haha.yeahh!i just Love you aite!
AND HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ACAP!hope aLL your dreams come true and may god bLess you with Longevity!:D

And its funny to see your shocked face and your trembLing hands when we surprise you whiLe you are eating at recess by singing the birthday song and carrying the birthday cake in front of the whoLe upper sec.^^ sweetkan kiter?i knowww.
and he reaLLy touched by our surprise:D

but the surprise have not even finished yet.wait tiLL tomorrow.theres more surprise.
IM REALLY SURE YOU GONNA LIKE IT!:D

open up your eyes.

2009-08-12T22:53:00.001+08:00

i am so touched by the situation this Little girL have to go through.
just read her bLog if u want to know.
:(

2009-08-12T19:42:00.003+08:00

its been awhiLe since i Last updated.
been busy with schooL and preLims.
got no time to bLog.
weLL,today i had sociaL studies paper.
and yeahh,it was rather quite difficuLt the sbq part.
abit tricky but can manage it!
:D
tomorrow im gonaa sit for geography paper.
im gonna study now.
:)
has not been having enuff sLeep:(
due to Late night studyy.
and im sooo efffinnngggg tireeeedddddd.
=/

2nd year singLehood bash

2009-08-08T11:20:00.005+08:00

ive been thinking since yesterday,
why LateLy i dont have the "it" feeLings when i meet a new guy,
just Like the previous one and the other previous one.
Mira has been scaring me by saying maybe im not straight.
haha.
wtf.
i stiLL have the hots for taufik okayy and Lots more other guys.
i think i know when it started.
it started when after i dated zuLheLmy.
1 month pLus back.
didnt knew he was att.
and eventuaLLy i found out.
and yeah.
That is REALLY SAD.
but shit aLways happen.
especiaLLy in my Life.
but thats Life.
when we faLL,we need to get back up and move on.
theres no use Looking back at the past.
cos the past wiLL never ever change.
i think i dah tawar hati.

its true how aLL the heartbreaks i go through made me a stronger and mature person emotionaLLy and mentaLLy.

ive been singLe for 2 years aLready.
and im fine with it.
eventhough some peopLe asked me wether im straight or not.cos ive been sgL for so long.
im straight.
LIKE EFFING STRAIGHT!

and a transexuaL today asked me onLine wether im aLso a transexuaL?wtf.
-.-

(:

dont leave ur frens for the one u LOVE.

2009-08-07T00:52:00.002+08:00

hmm.
its sad how things changed.
when mira toLd me about the story of you.
i feLt angry with a mixture of sadness,
weLL this is the path u choose babe.
if you think he can make you happy then us,ur frens,im happy for you.
(:

LA LA LA LAAA FO!

2009-08-04T19:36:00.003+08:00

todayyy was okay.
i guess.
LOL.
was pissed off with someone just noww.
but im being patient with everyone who making me pissed.
cos if not.i'LL be Like last time.
cursing and swearing you off.like i used to.whenever my gfs make me angry.lol.
im a changed person now.trying to be a better person.
(:yeahh.

todayy i had physics remediaL.
nazeera,syafiqah,hari,suLaiman,acap and me being angeLs went to physics remediaL.
BUT EVENTUALLY mr.kum asked aLL of us to leave the cLassroom.
we werent making noise.we are just taLking among ourseLves.
-.-
but that teacher ade otak senget sikit Like to find fauLt with any of us.
especiaLLy me.
bahh~
haha.
before Leaving the cLassroom.we sang the F.O SONG loudLy.
which is dedicated to him.
haha.
"LA LA LA LAAA FO!"repeats continuosLy.
and f.o means fuck off just so you know.
haha.

. .
and i dont understand why peopLe get jeaLous because of me taLking to acap.-.-
get this point straight aight girLs.
i and him are bestfriends.and if you think i Like him,weLL think agaiiinn.
cause bestfrens are strictLy for bestfrens.and bestfrens DONT faLL for each other.aighht.
and to aLL who thinks that i Like acap.think again!and haha,i wont possibLy faLLing for him cos ive faLLen for someone eLse.

nights peopLe.gotta studyyy whiLe waiting for him to caLL after his work.
=D

gerek dokkkk

2009-08-02T20:47:00.003+08:00

yesterday was fun.
sLept over at eeda's house cause her mum is going to gunung Ledang.
and me,as a fiLiaL cousin is supposed to accompany her.
yeah.
i and mira went to eeda's crib to karaoke but sadLy mira cant overnight at eeda's pLace.
sad.
but we had funn!
seriousLy!
haha!
but someone spoiLed our mood.especiaLLy eeda's.
but we got over it soon.
. .

today i watched severaL movies with kak diana.
but i dozed off most of the time.
cause i was effing sLeepy.
haha.
yeah.nothing much.
to sum everything up.
it was an awesome weekend.

. .
cant wait for 10 th august?was it 10?LoL.
its a high chance im tagging aLong with adk,wa and siti to sentosa.
yeahh!
AND TO WA MY PREPAID LOW CANT REPLY YOU.
. . .

and thanks to him for accompanying me thru the journey back home from eeda's pLace eventhough his frens are waiting for him.lol.

:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-08-01T00:55:00.003+08:00

*ika* *taufiq*

happy birthday to these two peopLe whom i LOVE and cherish aLot.
their birthday faLLs on the same day which is on 31st juLy.
happy birthday to the both of you!(:

to iika:thanks for being such a great friend.and the neverending laughter we had.with aLL your craziness and stuff.hoho!and yeahh iLy babe!

to taufiq:thanks for being such a great brother.I KNOW IVE BEEN A NAUGHTY sister.who
never listens to you.i know u get tired of my mischiefs and stuff.but thanks once agaiiin.ILY!(:
. .

and todayy i stayed back from 12.20pm to 4.30pm.
to do my dnt stuffs.
yeah.
im a good girL you knoww.
huakkk~!
LOL.
tomorrow i need to accompany my cousin,eeda,cause her mum is going to maLaysia.
yeah,
and i have to sLeep over.
yeaahhh.
and pLease dont ask me about kamaruL anymore..
cause ITS OVER.
get that in your mind aites?
im so tired these few days.
i dont know why?
LOL.
and now im taLking to him.
haha.
and no,its not kamaruL.
haha.
. .
SchooLs been fine.
Its been a Long time since i absent myseLf from schooL.
WOO'
great achivement huh?
lol.

yeah,and i know that passerby is someone i know.
kLah,thats it.
toodLes.
teeheee^^

boyfriend steaLer or not?HAHA.

2009-07-29T21:51:00.004+08:00

weLL,its been 3 days since i Last bLogged about something.

hmm.

nothing interesting happened except that i Lost my dnt foLio.

bahh~

and its due on friday.

-____-

bahhhh.

so sadd.

im not gonna bLame anyone for this,

theres go my dnt resuLts.

a U.

wtf.

i NEED to do weLL for the rest of the subjects.

LIKE SERIOUSLY.

I need to buck up on my physics and maths.

the rest i think i couLd managed it somehow.

. .

im getting sick and tired of spammers.

gahh.

FYI ,I DIDNT EVEN STEAL SOMEONE ELSE'S BF.

HE ISNT SOMEONE ELSE'S BF.

IF HE DID.

THEN HE'S A JERK.

BUT,OH WELL.

I DONT GIVE A FUCK.

CAUSE ITS LONG TIME OVER BETWEEN ME AND HIM.

AND IVE MOVED ON.

WHY DO YOU GUYS KEEP BOTHERING ME?

GET YOUR STORIES RIGHT BEFORE YOU COULD MAKE A COMMENT!

I KNOW YOU MUST BE A FRIEND OF HIS EX OR MAYBE A PERSON WHO DISLIKES ME.

(?)BUT ALL I KNOW IS I DIDNT HAVE ANY ENEMY.

but oh,wth.

yadayadayadayadaya.

muke aku macam jubo ayam?!haha.

yeLaaahhh,kau sorang je Lawa.HAHA.

. .

now waiting for someone's caLL.

2009-07-26T20:17:00.005+08:00

yesterday went out with mira.
didnt reaLLy went out.
cause we went town to take something and proceeded back home.
aLthough we didnt reaLLy went out together.
it was indeed quite fun.
hahaha.
funny things happen yesterday.
*secret*
hahaaa.
mira didnt went home with me.
as she met up with her friend.
and i went home aLone.so sad hor.
but nonetheLess someone accompanied me throughout the night/morning(?)
thanks youu=D

and today i did nothing actuaLLy,
just sLacked at home and taLking on the phone.for hours.
and aLso i took care of grandma whiLe taufiq and abg hafiz were gone.
time fLew so fast today without me reaLising it.
and he's gone to watch the Liverpool match.ALONE!
hahahaha.
and now im watching the match on channeL 5.
mane tahu boLeh spot dier.huakhuakXD
kLah thats it.
:D

it aint worth it to fight over guys especiaLLy jerks.period.

and i moved on aLready.
cause i hate Looking at the past.
i wont dweLL over the same guy over a week or months.Like i used to.
but now im not.cause i know that theres aLways a better guy out there.
so it aint worth my time to dweLL over that particuLar guy for a Long time.
time is precious you know.
:D

but remember okayy.what goes around comes around.
the worLd is round isnt it?HAHA.
Last Long!:D
*peace*

its Like as if you never exist.

2009-07-24T20:41:00.006+08:00

weLL,what goes around do comes around right.
just remember okay.

im tired of this shit.

you want him,you take.

yeah,thanks a bundLe for saving me from he's desire.
(:

goodLuck aite you and him.Last Long!=D

im so weak.i want to enjoy myseLf tomorrow.
maybe get some drinks or something?

yeahh~

and i aLmost consume something just now.
but the sober side of me teLLs me not to.
wattheheLL i was thinking sia.drugs?so not me.

and i fLunked my mother tongue nlevel oral conversation just noww.
GREAT!

fuck.
i hate it.
and at this point of time i reaLLy need my friends with me.
too bad my dad isnt here.
imisshimsoomuch=/

me myseLf and i is aLL i got.

2009-07-23T18:49:00.007+08:00

todayy was fun.
yeaaaah.
i woke up Late today.(cos i stayed up late thinking he wouLd caLL but he didnt.)
but eventuaLLy whiLe waLking towards the usuaL busstop.
i was caLLed by a feLLow bLock 36 resident.
whom eventuaLLy has a daughter who is in the same schooL as i was.
and i get to hitched a ride to schooL.
:D
YAY!
i was soo deLighted.
hehe.

so many funny things happen in cLass.
Inka,acap,hari and me.
aLways making jokes.
haha.
i Laughed aLot today.
untiL my tummy and cheeks ache.
due to Laughing.
-_-

theres a joke about nazeera.
a joke about me being dato siti(all bcause my name's got siti in it.-_-)
and kamaruL who is dato k.
they reaLLy made fun of me.-.-
haha,
lol.

and that time,taufik asked me to ask acap wether he knows who neezham is at msn.
and eventuaLLy the foLLowing day i asked acap.
the conversation goes like this.
me:u know neezham?
acap:*shocked face* how u know him?
me:aku knal2 ngn dier.kt msn.*serious face*
acap:serrious?!
me:*burst out Laughing*otakk kau,aku maen2 jeLah.nie ah taufik suroh tanyer.-_-
acap:HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAH!taufik?!hahahahhahaaha.
me:asaL sia kau ketawe?
acap:tkde pape.*stiLL laughing*

i knew he hiding something from me.
i forced him to teLL me.but he didnt want to.

but eventuaLLy today i found out the truth.
it goes like this.acap showed neezham our cLass photo.
and asked"ade oranng kau minat tk?"
den neezham pointed at me.-________-
haha.lol.
and this neezham is attached btw.so am i.
and this taufik and acap was disturbing me about that thing.
-_-
tomorrow i got my mother tongue n LeveL oraL exam.
so yeh.
wish me Luck peopLe.
i wanna aced grade 1 for maLay.
yehh.
^^

2009-07-22T18:54:00.003+08:00

oh my goodness.
am so shocked/scared/disgusted by a person who sends me a message at tagged.com
watthefuck.
i opened his message and then.
a picture.
steam penis(?)sorry if i was being obscene.
but thats reaLLy whut happened.
im gonna make my tagged private.
seriousLy.
=/
urgh,disgusted.

2009-07-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

who the fuck cares?!

Loveeee

2009-07-20T17:49:00.006+08:00

*some overdue pichas*
Today time at schooL feLt soo Long.
i was in bad mood.
to make matter worse,
i get scoLded by mr.kum.
because i was taLking.
weLL,eventuaLLy the whoLe cLass was noisy.
and he asked me to stand up and repeat the announcements made thru the p.a system,
i was soo fcuked up.
and i did something i wasnt supposed to.
-_-
soo pissed off with him.
after recess he stiLL doesnt want to Let go off the annoucement thingy.
and asked me to repeat ALL the announcement made,
weLL,who the heck memorise aLL the announcement.
fcuk.
for some hours aLL i did was giving my frens aLL the fake smiLe and Laugh just to make them think im okay.
but i feeL much better taLking to my bfrens and gfrens and i joked around with them..
love them Loads.
and during geography,
we get our test resuLts back.
and for the effing first time.
i get grade 2.
haha!i aLways get grade 6/5.
LOL.
aLL my cLassmates was shocked upon my major improvement.
apart of it aLso because of myseLf.
:D

even the best faLLs down sometimes.

2009-07-19T12:02:00.004+08:00

yesterday i went out with mira.
we didnt went any further but Lot 1.
how great.
shouLd have gone further.perhaps marina?lol.or town maybe.
but due to time constraint,we didnt go any further.
how i missed those times with the rangers going town EVERY saturday,weLL aLmost.
lol.
ok back to story,
hmm,
mira didnt teLL me we were going to meet her friend,
i forgot what his name was.
then we proceed to jrg east to meet ika sayang!
then accompanied her to fetcher her niece from schooL
as yesterday is the nationaL day preview for the primary 5 kids.
it was quite Late when the kids reached schooL.
around 10 pLus(?)
it was quite fun,
cos mira,ika and me.
rareLy go out together.
and they are bunch of the crazy ones.
lol.
i Love aLL my peopLe!*smiLes*
after fetching ika's niece,
another fren's of ika joined out of nowhere.lol.
mira and her fren,ika and her fren.
they're in coupLes.
lol.
and im aLone:(
lol.
after that took 143 and bus-ed home.
i went back home whiLe the rest continued to Lepak.
im gonna upLoad the pictures soon.

2009-07-16T19:23:00.009+08:00

*some overdue pictures*

tuesday
after schooL,i went to accompany syaff to the NationaL Skin Centre aLong with era.
eventuaLLy syaff had a thing growing on her toe.
and it need to be chopped off.
hahah.
LOL.literaLLy,it needs to be burned/cut off and then the doctor wiLL appLy a nitrogen Liquid.
fast facts:nitrogen is a very coLd substance and the temperature is -20 degrees.
can you imagine how coLd is that?
and syaff kept compLaining about the biting feeLing when the nitrogen Liquid is appLied to her toe.
whiLe waiting for the shuttLe bus to novena,
guess who we saw?
DANG!we saw taufik batisah.
and he is soooooooooooo FREAKING HOT!
Like seriousLy,he's hotter in reaL Life.
*drooLs*
hahaha!
after that we proceeded to tampines.
and had our breakfast cum Lunch cum dinner.
yeah.
we went home after that.

wednesday
nothing much.normaL schooL stuff.
had to stay back to continue doing my artefact.
and i've moved to my cousin's house. to stay with her.my dad had gone back to indonesia. :(

thursday.
did nothing much today.
just read new moon and sLept after schooL.
yehh. thats it. bye.

knocked u down.

2009-07-13T22:35:00.005+08:00

todayy my cLassmates threw a surprised birthday partayy for our dearest ms vanitha.
who is my bestest form teacher ever.
she taught me since i was in sec 3.
i reaLLy appreciate her kindness and stuffs.
sometimes she dotes on me.
:p

haha.

our cLass bought for her a chocoLate hazeLnut birthday cake from four Leaves.
hehe.
it was superb!
it tastes Like ferero rocher.
first bite and it taste Like heaven!
woooo'

seriousshit.
a must try!

and after schooL we had a maths remediaL.
which is sooo boringgg and sLeeepy.
lol.
but i had a taLk with acap regarding some matter.
thanks for the advice dude!^^

thats aLL for todaayyy!

and i think guys who added me at tagged.
and then saying thanks for the add are ridicuLous.
cause it makes peopLe think im some kindda fLirt to add guys at tagged.
-_____________-
nak cakap thanks je kat dorang.
XD

some pictures for you guys to view.

THE heavenLy cake.woooh~

making a wish.
\

mr oreo

2009-07-09T23:00:00.001+08:00

and to you Muhd norhafiz bin sakdon.
happy 20th birthday!
may god bLess you with happiness and Longevity.
happy-happy seLaLu!
^^

sometimes u have to break down and breathe

2009-07-09T22:18:00.005+08:00

todayy i had my n LeveL engLish oraL exam.
i think i did quite good!^^
am quite proud of myseLf.(:
im going to study hard from now on.
need to reaLLy buck up.

i had butterfLies in my stomache whiLe waiting for my turn.
and my tummy churned.
despite my sore throat i managed to read the passage fLuentLy.
wooo'
i finished the oraL exams at around 4.
and reached teban around 5 pLus.
but to my despair,my famiLy went out to geyLang.
and i cursed myseLf for not bringing my house key with me.
was so fucked up cause i was so sLeepy at that point of time.
and i reaLLy must have my afternoon nap.
so not to drag matters,i went to mira's house.
i'm so Lucky that she stays next to my bLock.

i missed her,i didnt meet her for two days.
weLL,we eventuaLLy meet.
heh.
taLked to her about stuffs and then i have my afternoon nap.
hehe.
my famiLy reached home at around 8 pm.
i met ya for awhiLe.
and i missed her.
i know things change cos she's busy working.
but i hope we wont drift apart.
and now im so LoneLy.
:(
hahah!

am waiting for KAMARUL to phone me once he reached home.
he got his training todayy.
yeah.

so yup,tiLL here.

teeheeee!
^^

and someone kissed me through the phone yesterday!
hehe.
ok,bye!

kiss me through the phone

2009-07-08T18:32:00.004+08:00

todayy i was aLmost Late for schooL,
but LuckiLy im not.
today schooL was fun.
cause we had free periods during d&t,
mr.phua was on Leave.
yeah,was quite bored actuaLLy during free period.
LOL.
haha.
but we managed to Loiter around,
taLking craps.
yeahh.
schooL ended at 1.20 pm as usuaL.
reached home around 2 pm.

bLa,bLa,bLa.

. . .

^.^
got to go!

teeheee!

dream

2009-07-08T00:29:00.004+08:00

as i was bLogging now,i am taLking on the phone kamaruL.(:
we made a deaL.
i know its for the better.
for my own good.
haha.
for me by he making that deaL show that he reaLLy care bout me.
:D

today schooL was tiring.
but i had lotsa funn!
haha.
i Love my bestfrens AND girLfriends.
:D
had fun joking with acap and hari about smthg.
steam kodok.*inside joke*
hahaha!

i hate the sitting arrangement!
aLL because of h1n1.
-_______________-

kLah,i want to continue taLking with him.

hope i dream of him again tonight!
:D

TEEHHEEEE!

2009-07-06T15:22:00.005+08:00

yeah!

weLL about today.
theres nothing much going on.
accompanied dad to appLy his pr,
but eventuaLLy he cant appLy as i am not yet 21 years oLd.
thats so sad.
if my dad didnt get any jobs here.
i wiLL be staying at my cousin's house.
yeah.
i know things happen for a reason.
aLL i need is to be patience to face this obstacLes.
yeahh!

be positive.
hahhaa.

nights peopLe!

sometimes u have to break down and breathe

2009-07-06T01:38:00.005+08:00

its 1.41 am
i cant sLeep.
im Lazy to update about what happened.
im tired of Losing someone.
serious.
i've Lost so many ones.
that dissapear suddenLy.
its reaLLy reaLLy saddening.

but i just Let it go.
:D

hmmm.
I just hang up the phone.
was taLking to kamaruL for aLmost an hour.,
too bad today cant taLk much with him as tomorrow he's schooLing..
haha.
im just going with the fLow.
hahah,
and this kamaruL i've known him from february/january.
but we Lost contact due to some reasons.
hmmm.
but now he's back,
thank FACEBOOK for bringing us together.
haha.
LOL.
he's a nice guy.
yeah.(:

and guess what im doing now?!
haha.
...
...................

im chatting and webcaming with mr.oreo!
haha!
yesyes.
we're friends nothing more nothing Less.wha
what past is past.
Let bygones be bygones.
hahha,
and he is VERY irritating now.
gahahahahahah!

i wanna sLeep now.
takecare.

want to dream of ken cuLLen.XD(inside joke between me and kamaruL)

thats aLL foLks.

paranoid

2009-07-04T13:15:00.010+08:00

have you guys/girLs been in the situation,where you peopLe gets so paranoid,if the one u Love/Likes didnt repLied your text(s) but they're stiLL there.just the same as before.but the thought of your past experienced lingered in ur mind where the one whom u Love/Like vanished suddenLy and never come back.you're texting him just to confirm that he's there and never Leave you Like the previous one did.thats what im feeLing now.im sorry babe if im being so paranoid and it agitates you:(

i know you're sick.but the thought of you vanishing just creeping up my mind.

i dont know why im Like this.

maybe its because of my past reLationship experience.

i cant bear to Lose another one suddenLy.(like he suddenLy left me without any trace/warning)

i didnt want that to happen.cause its suck.i know.

just by thinking bout that,send chiLL run down my spine.(isit correct the word im using?LOL)

yes,i know,i've been faLLing out of Love many times.

in fact,its too many.

some peopLe may think that im desperate for Love.

but im not.

i just like the feeLing where you feeL that its just you and him in the worLd.

and nothing eLse matter as Long as he is by your side.

i know it sounds so fairytaLe.

but i didnt say that was impossible.

i knew i take the risk by giving my heart to you.

at any times you couLd just crush and break it.

i dont want to have any fLings anymore.

im sick and tired of that.

i hoped that you dont go just yet and stay for awhiLe more,atleast.
but its too Late.and now that the Love is gone.

i know i aLways wrote heartfeLt and mushy stuffs on my bLog.

sorry bout that.
sorry if you guys aLways read my bLog and aLways find that i am sad and heartbroken.
haha.

*smiLes*

2009-07-04T00:59:00.007+08:00

happy 18th birthday to you,zam!

may aLL your wishes come true.

yakdish,wink,wink.

lol.

hahaa.

im sorry i didnt make it to ur bdayy,cos im sick:(

.

2009-06-28T17:35:00.003+08:00

i feeL much better right now.
after Long hours of crying yeterday.
sadstuff.
k,whatever.
im moving on now.
and i dont want to think bout him ever.
thats aLL for todayy.
and now im Lazy to have tagged.
im Lazy to chat at msn.
thats why i put my status as "busy".
. . .
yesterday i was sick.
thanks pp for wanting to send me to doctor.haha.
thats sweet(:
okLahh,takecare.
i wanna pLay with my nephews.
chiao.

2009-06-27T17:09:00.004+08:00

yesterday i had an outing with afad and miraiodora.
we went to keppeL bay.and chiLL.
i reached home at around 12.30.
and dad nagged at me Like he never nagged at me before.
LOL.

that time suddenLy mr.M(whom i misses him sooo much) caLLed me.
so i sneaked out of my house to meet him whiLe my dad was asLeep.
haha!
LuckiLy,i never get caught.
heh.
was soo happy that i couLd get to meet him after 3 days i didnt.
he ,aLong with his cousin fetched me with his bike .
den we went to fetched another cousin of his den off to bukit batok.
from bike we changed to car.
his cousin is driving his dad car.
and off we went to jaLan bahtera and stuffs.
something sad happened whiLe in the car.
those words his cousin said are so painfuL.
i aLmost cried.
no,its not about critisizing or whutt.
its about him and....

lets just Leave this chapter of my Life incompLete.
i dont want anything to do with him .
i feeL like im being used.
thanks.
i want u,but i just cant have someone eLse's right.

:(

2009-06-26T02:27:00.004+08:00

was chatting with raffee and he asked me to watched this video.
it is soooo hiLarious and cute!
must watchh!!
hehe.
thanksss dude.
FOR MAKING ME LAUGHED MY ASS OUT!
and i know ure deepest secret!^^
woohoo!

2009-06-25T04:29:00.002+08:00

goddddd!

i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuu!

just wished u read thissss!

misses those hugs and ur smeLL.

ahhh,shit!
this is so forbidden Love.:(

2009-06-23T15:24:00.005+08:00

i dont know why im Lazy to update since that guy who drives and got the Looks went missing.*urh wateverr*
(isnt it weird that i faLL for tht guy above mention eventhough i nvr even met him,so effing riducuLous!)

hmm.
but ive moved on.
ive met new peopLe.^^
but it is just so wrong peopLe.
aLL i need to be is understanding and more.
gawwd.
whyy am i stuck at this kindda situation.
i know you guys dont understand what im taLking about.
and you dont need to know.
cause you wiLL think im such a bitch if you know what was happening.
i know Love is bLind.
but,i,myseLf dont know how i couLd faLL for him.
yaddaaa~yadaaa~yaddaaa.
try my best not to!^^

that time i went on a date with a poLiceman.^.^
yeah,i admit he's hot.
but *teet* no sparks/chemistry,
lolololol.
but i had a great/fun time with him.
shaLL not eLaborate further.
but there's no chemistry for surreeee.
skip.

and i miss aLL my oh-so-many-to-mention girLfriends.

and acap boybuddy too!wahh,see ya in schooL eh peeepss!

(:

2009-06-16T01:41:00.002+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app then click publish).

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage:pLain ice coLd water.
2. Last phone call:miraidore.
3. Last text message: riff,was hoping he repLied.:( imy him so much.
4. Last song you listened to: bottLe pop.
5. Last time you cried:hmm.todayyy?=X
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yupp!
7. Been cheated on: absoLuteLy!
8. Kissed someone & regretted it:err,nope?
9. Lost someone special: obviousLy!
10. Been depressed: yeah.
11. Been drunk and threw up: yupp=X

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. bLack
13. babyLue
14.grey

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend:yeah,lots of them.lol.
16. Fallen out of love: yupp.:(
17. Laughed until you cried: haha.maybe.
18. Met someone who changed you: nopee.aLL typicaL.lol.
19. Found out who your true friends were: yupp!
20. Found out someone was talking about you:yupp!
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:nope.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them.
23. How many kids do you want to have:4.2 pairs of twins.
24. Do you have any pets:got,toupee.heeeh.
25. Do you want to change your name: tkpe,da ok dah.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: haha!got my heartbroken!best!
27. What time did you wake up today: 11am.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night:hmm.just reached home.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:to be 21 hunney!wooo'
30. Last time you saw your Mother:gahh.hmm.14 years back.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:hmm.am content on wat i have now.
32. What are you listening to right now: the fan?
33. Have you ever talked to a person named tom:tom?haha.nope
34. What's getting on your nerves right now:someone.
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, tagged,youtube,blogger.com
36. Whats your real name:siti nuriha
37. Nicknames:nuriha.nur.anoi.noi.ha.
38. Relationship Status:singLe .
39. Zodiac sign: aquarius.
40. Male or female:femaLe!duhhh!XD
41. Elementary: pandan primary school
42. Middle School: yuan ching secondary school
43. High school/college: temasek poLy!hopefuLLy.
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: anything goes baby!
46. Height: 1.68?
47. Do you have a crush on someone:yup.but i wish i dont.
48: What do you like about yourself: myseLF?
49. Piercings: 6.
50. Tattoos: None
51. Righty or lefty: Right

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: None
53. First piercing: ears
54. First best friend: saLbiah.
55. First sport you joined: frisbee.
56. First vacation: malaysia/indonesia.
58. First pair of trainers: cant remember.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: no.now doing this quiz.
60. Drinking: no,now doing quiz!
61. I'm about to: sLeep.
62. Listening to: some mat motor perah minyak kt bwh bLock!irritating!
63. Waiting on: sms.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids:of course,i want alot2.
65. Get Married: Yes
66. Career:i want to set up my own kindergarten/chiLdcare centre.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: TALLER!
70. Older or Younger:OLDER!
71. Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: ANYTHING baby.lol.
73. Sensitive or loud: i want both!!
74. Hook-up or relationship: reLationship.;x
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: both

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: haha,nopeee.
77. Drank hard liquor: yupp.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yupp.
79. Sex on first date: nope.
80. Broken someone's heart:yupp.sorry:(
82. Been arrested: kau giLer ke ape?!
83. Turned someone down:yup.
84. Cried when someone died: obviousLy.
85. Fallen for a friend:nopee.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes
87. Miracles: happens,but seLdom.
88. Love at first sight:nope.
89. Heaven: yes.
90. Santa Claus: No
91. Kiss on the first date: yes
92. Angels:as in with the haLo and stuffs?nope.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:nope!
95. Did you sing today?:yess.love to sing.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?:have i?nope,dont think so.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?14years back.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:hmm.december 26!i wouLdnt want him to goo.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:yess.wen i faLL in Love,i scared to lose tat person!
100. Posting this as 100 truths? yes,confirm,chop,stamp by the singpost staff.

shaLL not eLaborate whats bugging my mind LateLy.
but whatever it is,just so you know that i miss you,ariff.

bahhh~
whatever.

2009-06-16T01:41:00.000+08:00

why did we faLL apart?

2009-06-10T10:47:00.014+08:00

"If you love someone you would be willing to give up
everything for them, but if they loved you back theyd
never ask you to."

these quotes are for aLL the girLs out there~!<33

guess im just ur buddy,nothing more nothing Less.hmm.
so yeah!

2009-06-10T03:41:00.003+08:00

Q: What have you been doing recently?
A: err,sLacking at home.its hoLidayy!

Q: Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
A: sometimes when im trying to avoid someone.

Q: What happen at 10am today ?
A: reading my sms.

Q: When did you last cry ?
A: cry?31st may.my aunt went to mecca.i cried.

Q: Believe in fate/destiny ?
A: probabLy!haha.

Q: What do you want in your life now ?
A: happiness.

Q: Do you tend to make relationships complicated ?
A: nopee.usuaLLy the other side who makes it compLicated.lol.

Q: Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone ?
A: nope.

Q: What was the last movie you caught ?
A: REC,the originaL version to the movie QUARANTINE.a must watch!

Q: Does the person you like knows that you like him?
A: err,do i even Like someone noww?*thinking*

Q: Who always makes you laugh ?
A: aLL my friends are the funny bunch of kids.

Q: Do you speak languages other than english?
A: maLay and indonesian.hahaa.

Q: Favourite website(s)?
A: tagged,facebook,blogger,youtube.

Q: What are you doing tommorow?
A: sLeep!im so sLeepy right noww,but must accompany mira.

Q: What do you think you are like ?
A: im Like a 24hour radio.non stop taLk.haha!

Q: Who would you choose to die with ?
A: my enemy,whoever that is.lol.

Q: Where have you been today ?
A: west coast park!

Q: What game do you play often ?
A: word chaLLenge.

Q: Who you missing right now ?
A: too many to list downn.

Q: If you have to choose between a friend and a lover, who will you choose?
A: friend,obviousLy.

Q: What are you doing right now ?
A: doing this quiz.

Q: Which primary school were you from ?
A: pandan primary

Q: name 3 colours you like ?
A: babyblue,grey,green

Q: What emotion do you like to show ?
A: cockiness.lol.

Q: What is life to you ?
A: Life is Like a road that wiLL lead us to our destiny.lol.

Q: If you have something troubling you, what would you do?
A: soLve it out.

Q: Who did you last chat with on msn ?
A: raimi.a friend from tagged.

Q: Which month you born in ?
A:february!!!!woooo'

Q: How you feeling right now ?
A: A little confused,hungry,happy,sleepy,blur.

Q: What's the time now ?
A: 3.53 am.

Q: What color do you like to dye your hair?
A: jet bLack with bLondes onthe inside of my hair,if you get what i mean.

Q: Why you doing this quiz ?
A: because ive got nothing better to do(:

Q: What do you do when you are moody?
A: listen to any songs that make my booty shake.lol.

Q: At which stage do you wish to get married?
A: when im ready.-.-

Q: Who is closer to you ?
A: friends.

Q; Who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
A: myself.

Q: Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
A: yupp!seen one beforee.

Q: If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
A: to have a never ending moneyy!ahaha.

Q: What is your goal for this year ?
A: promote to sec 5/higher nitec.

Q; Do you believe in eternity love?
A: eternity Love?hmm,probably.

Q: What feeling do you love the most ?
A: when im in crush or something near to love,yeah.

Q: Do you really think it is global warming now?
A: OBVIOUSLY!its like soo damn hot nowadayss.gahh.

Q: Do you like quizzes?
A: Only the really good ones.

Q: do you believe in gods ?
A: Only mine.

Q: Who cares you th most ?
A: parents.

Q: What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
A: famiLy.

Q: What will you bring when you fight?
A: edward cuLLen.heh,he wiLL definiteLy save me.

Q: What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
A: many things actuaLLy which i cant named it down here..

Q: What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
A: cry?

Q: What will you do if you boyfriend two-timed you?
A; i put a shoveL down his throat.*eviL Laughs*

Q: How you feel now ?
A; err,hungry?gahhh.

quizzes!

2009-06-10T01:28:00.002+08:00

1. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
-giordano.kponyer,tu pon nak tahu.-.-

2. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends list?
-kiss?LOL!nooo.

3 .How many people on your top friends do you know in real life?
-most of them!onLy a few i didnt know in reaL Life:D

4. How many kids do you want to have?
-I WANT MANY BABIES!yesss!HAHA.but i reaLLy want twins.heh.

5. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
-yess.sometimes.hahah.

6.Do you wanna change your name?
-nope.i Like my name.very rare and unique.but of course not the "siti" part.heeh.

7. What did you do for your last birthday?
-hmm,cry?haha.got my heartbroken on my birthday!best!

8.What time did you wake up today?
-hmm,10am?

9. What were you doing at midnight last night?
-midnight?went to accompany wa to skate at basketbaLL court whiLe waiting for my Lappy.pfft!

10. Name something you CANNOT wait to do?
-cant wait to be twenty one!^^

11. Last time you saw your dad?
-monday!he's at my the other house at indonesia.

12. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?
-my Life?hmm.having a reaL mom:( but thats so impossibLe so yeah.am bLessed with wat i have now.

13. Have you ever talked to Tom?
-yeah,tom cat,he's my good oLd buddy.

14. last thing you ate?
-mcspicy:D YUMMMYYYY!

15-what is your favorite month?
-February.obviousLy!

16. Least favorite month?
-it gotta be december or january.

17. Are you in a relationship?
-nope,been searching high and Low for the right one.but guess ive give up.(:

18. Who's getting on your nerves right now?
-nobody!

19. Most visited webpage?
-tagged,bLogger,facebook,msn,youtube.

20-are you in love with someone right now?
-LOVE??haha.never been in Love hunny.^^

21. Would you help your best friend fight if he/ she is losing?
-fight?as in fistfight or whutt?!kasi question biar terang sikit boLeyy?haha.

22. coke or pepsi?
-coca coLa!

23. Have you been kissed by anyone in the last week?
-haha!yesss.=x

my thoughts you cant decode.

2009-06-09T04:38:00.005+08:00

nothing better to do.
sorrry for the fugLy pichas.

today as in yesterday,
i just came back from indonesia. am effing tired.hais:(
i miss aLot aLot of peopLe.haisss.
and i truLy apoLogised to siti aishah cause i couLdnt make it to her birthday outing.
so sorry.
and happy FIFTEEN birthday hunneh.
:D

i think im giving up in search of.....................

toodLes(:

i wanna have your babies

2009-06-02T08:59:00.002+08:00

i dont know what to bLog about actuaLLy.
but just Let me teLL you what happened on sunday.

sunday.

i went out with fadhLi around 1pLus in the afternoon.
he fetched me using his bike.
we went to jp.
hang around jurong west for awhiLe.
den back to teban to hangout but unfortunateLy the weather is so hot.
so me make our way to west coast park.
yeah,den sat for awhiLe taLk,taLk.
then he send me home.
when we was entering the market pLace area.
i saw taufiq,eeda and iin(cousins) and taufiq was Looking our way,
i quickLy faced the other side cos yeah.
i dont think his gonna be happy im riding a bike with a guy.
weLL,this is the ferst time i befriended a guy who rides.
yeah,i dont usuaLLy go for mat motor.
but its just friends,nothing more nothing Less.

after changing to kebaye and jeans.
i make my way to my aunt's house to heLp out a LittLe.
cause my aunt's having some praying ceremony(tahLiL)
actuaLLy i heLp quite aLot.lol.
at 8 pm.me n my reLatives send my aunts to airport as she was going to umrah.
so yeah.
it was sad.i cried.
yeah,gonna miss mak.
:(

they gonna be back in 13 days time.
so yeah,hope to see them come back safeLy.
:D

so thats it!

i am born to teLL u i Love u.

2009-05-31T08:12:00.002+08:00

arent they cute?they are sibLings.
on the Left is nur ifrah and on the right is muhd iLhan(:
<33 them!

yesterday,i did nothing actuaLLy.
i went to yishun and came home ard 6 pLus pm.
i went yishun ard 11 am.
very tiring.
went there to visit my reLatives.
so yeahh.

when i reached home,i onLine for awhiLe.
and then i feLL asLeep.
haha.
yeah.
thats the scheduLe for yesterday.

and today wiLL be meeting fadhLi.
after he insisted on meeting him.
so yeah.
and he wiLL be accompanying me to jp.
i wanna buy schooL shoes and measure this thing for dnt purpose.

and Later at night wiLL be sending mak,ayah,ibu and ayah.
to umrah.
so wiLL be meeting most of my cousins!
but the sad thing is eeda wiLL not be foLLowing.
so i think i just hangout with the young ones.
or the guys.
idontknow.

among aLL of my cousins.
there are many guys.
and very LittLe of my cousins are around my age.
:(

so i have no one except for eeda n some others.

bahhh~

but nemind.
tiLL here!
takecare.

2009-05-29T15:12:00.003+08:00

went to meet the parents session with my dad.
haha.
it was great Lahh.
as usuaL,
ms vanitha,was good.
my favourite teacher,but when she's in bad mood.
she tends to scoLd everybody,
yeah.
thats her.

anyway,
my OVERALL resuLts are in.
and here it is.

maLay:75.8(1)
engLish:53(5)
maths:48.9 (mr.ong said i passed,gives me faLse hope onLy,haha.kidding.i passed sa1 but faiLed overaLL)
combine science:50(5)
DNT:56

LOL.
but overaLL resuLts i passed.
:D

ms Vanitha even said.
"you never study,you passed, if you study,you can do better"

huakhuakkXD
and she keeps saying to my dad.
to encourage me to go to schooL everyday.
haha
-.-

after aLL that,i was being nagged at by my dad.
aLL the way home.
-.-

sadddd!

lol!

i wanna show u the cutest kid in town.
haha.

woooyeahhh

2009-05-27T01:46:00.001+08:00

heLLo netizens!
weee~
todayy schooL was funn!
we had Lotsa Laugh.
pLay poker.
and stuff.
yeah.
mr.ong said i passed maths.
so yeah,
hehe.

weLL,today actuaLLy i pLanned to meet syed after foLLowing shakeerah to pay contact Lens.
but then,i feeL asLeep.
haha. hehe. but nevermind,today after he finished his schooL,hes going to meet me. yeah,friends aLright. haha.
i have butterfLies in my stomache.goshh!
im soo nervous.
onLy peopLe cLose to my heart knew how nervous i am meeting a guy.
haha.

BUT yeah,just enjoy this pictures of me!
and nazeera!

wtf ?she wanted to make this picture Looks as if im bJ-ing. pervert siaa~

tiLL here.takecare peopLe!

loves,nuriha.

xoxoxoxoxoxo

2009-05-25T22:56:00.003+08:00

i did quite badLy for my mid-year.
haha!
i onLy passed engLish,dnt,maLay.
the rest i aLmost past.
Like for exampLe maths,i scored 50.
but when combined with ca1,
i scored 49.3.wtf?!
wasted righhhtt.
hahaa.
and my combine science.
i scored 48.9,
hhaha!
best!
=_=

hmm.
weLL todayy's weather is very humid and dry.
wahhh~
so tiring.
hmm.

anyway.

just wanna wish ya n shaLam;

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

2009-05-23T05:40:00.005+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- Forehead:D

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
- i didnt even sLept!haha.

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
- err.siti aisyah.:D

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- so not me.

5. Would you ever donate blood?donate ??
- i wiLL in the near future.soon on juLy or june.(:

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- yesyes.

7. Do you want someone dead?
- NOT AT ALL.

8. wiLL u die for the one u Love?
-hmm,tough question here.but if i were dead who's gonna Love them Like i do?so nope.

9. What are you thinking right now?
- hmm.thinking about someone.=x

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- yes i do!:(

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
- night?haha.i sLept at 4 pm yesterdayy.onLy for 3 hours.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- from a friend;

13. Is someone on your mind?
- yesss *grins*

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
- syed.:D

15. Tag 10 random people to do this survey.
1. miraidora
2. sarah
3. shabirah
4. shakeerah
5. insyirah
6. minqi
7. zamm
8. syu
9.feeqah
10. iikyn daffy

16. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
- hmm,im not quite sure if they're stiLL together but is abang.

17. Is no. 3 a male or female?
- masokkan tangan check.XD

18. If no. 7 & no. 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
- HAHA!who knowss!*kening naek turun*

19. What is no. 1 studying about?
- thats easyy!UNEVERSTUDY.yesyes!

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
- hmm,just noww?

21. Is no. 4 single?
- noo,shes married to MIKU!XD

22. Say something about no. 3.
- haha,shes the youngest out of aLL my gfs.shes funny.cute.and i LOVE HER!

23. What do you think about no. 3 & no. 5 being together?
- haha,thats if they dont mind being lesbians.XD

24. Descibe no. 9.
- err,im not quite cLose with her.but shes sweet and a nice person!

25. What will you do if no. 6 & no. 7 fight?
- they dont even know each other.haha.

26. Do you like no. 8?
- ohh yes!heLL yeah.i Like/love/adore herr!she's my Lankyy.hehe

2009-05-23T03:14:00.001+08:00

never take someone for granted,

every person close to ur heart,

cause u might wake up one day

and reaLise dat you've lost a diamond

cause u were too busy collecting stones.

this quote reaLLy hits hard on my face.

2009-05-22T01:24:00.000+08:00

remember this?=/

2009-05-21T18:17:00.002+08:00

highest in maLayy or whaatttttttt?!

haha.

I AM SOO HAPPY!

gahhaaaa~

2009-05-21T02:49:00.002+08:00

wow,
im sadddd.

i wanted to apoLogised to u because of the issue happened.
and yet,u didnt accept my apoLogy.
i dont wanna drag things here.

i thought this confLict wiLL be over.
but not.

wow,
those words u said was hurting.
yeah.
aku tahu kau nak bahasekan aku psL dia.

and yeah u caLLed me
"EHK POMPAN"

never knew u wouLd say those words to me.
but yeah,u did.
thanks mira.

and because of the sentosa thingy.
u wanted to end our friendship.

why dont u end ur frenship with eeda also.
since she paitaw kau?

u asked me to deLete u off msn/tagged and stuffs.
why dont you be the one?

it seems that ure the one who wanted it to be this way.
but i dont.

im not putting bLames on anyone.
but cant you understand that i had famiLy/finance issue on that day.
thats why i cant make it.

and u cant seems to accept my reasons.

u dont seem to hoLd on to this friendhip as much as i am.

yeah mira.
Like u said.
"wadeva"

whatever to me k.
i dont mean anything to you.

thanks.

2009-05-21T00:53:00.005+08:00

heyy.
i just finished reading my posts in the month of december.
wow.
i was so shocked upon reading it.
i never knew i was that happy.
it makes me sad reading aLL those posts.
didnt knew u make a big difference in my Life huh?
but thats aLL past.
forget the past.
Let bygones be bygones.

how i wish i couLd turn back time.
and correct aLL the mistakes that couLd be prevented from being made.
i know that im at fauLt.
im the one to bLame.
dont even say you're sorry when im at fauLt.
gahhhh~

totaLLy cried just now.
never knew u wouLd be mad at me and scoLded me.
haiss.
but i fucking deserve that.
you shouLdnt give me face.
you shouLdnt even have faLL for me at the first pLace.
and i shouLdnt have entered ur Life again and messed things up again.

yeah,
now u said it.
u want us to become friends.
and im fine with that eventhou i feeL kindda weird/awkward.
but yeah its better this way,i think.

thanks for aLL the Loves and concerns.

i know that im gonna regret the decision i made.

but yeah,

its part and parceL of Life!

and im missing a person who aLways says

: "thanks bitch!youre the best!"

2009-05-20T08:10:00.011+08:00

YEY!
a new bLog skin.
i spent three hours editing my bLogskin.
pheww~
that was hardwork okehh.
aLL the coLours and fonts i changed.
tiring~
*sigh*
but im sastified with my new bLogskin.
just the way i want it to be.
*grins*

anyway,i think i've made up my mind.
i think this is the best for everyone.
yeah.
i think so.
aLthough it is so cLear that you are the perfect one but sometimes the perfect one doesnt win the heart fuLLy.

i dont know ar.
i dont want to think anything now.
i just wanna go with the fLow.
and let's just see what happens next.
but no promises k.

*peace*

and oh yeah,
yesterday went to sentosa.
with wa's friends.schooLfriends to be exact.
it is soo cooL.
cause i make aLot of new friends.
and it wiLL broaden my circLe of friends.

it was quite fun.
but unfortunateLy/fortunateLy i didnt swim.
haha.
i dont wanna be more tanned.
cause im aLready tanned.
gahhh.

it was fun watching them 'sabo' aishah.
'pushing' her into the sea.
haha.
and it was aLso fun pLaying voLLeybaLL and frisbee.
haha.
kater frisbee best pLayer mahh.
LOL.ok.kidding.
hmm.

and not forgetting the part where i chased after a peacock.
haha.
but unfortunateLy,
it scares me when im nearing it.

after sentosa,
wa,aisyah,eera,min and me.
went to vivo to bought some snacks.
so that we couLd sLack whiLe eating.
unfortunateLy,im not in the mood/not hungry that i bought myseLf an appLe juice and a pack of chocoLate pudding that we shared Later on.
the pudding was awesome eventhough its chocoLate fLavour.

had Lotsa Laugh todayy.
had fun disturbing aisyah.
untiL wa was disgusted by my cheeky action.*grins*
haha.

and aisyah invited me to her birthday eat out.
wtf?i dont even know what im saying.
ok.its just that she invited me on her birthday to eat at a restaurant with aLL her friends.
i was *insert feeLings here*.

im aLL excited and stuffs.
so yeah.
(:
but no promises ah babe.

heh.

and i wanna shoutout to mira saying:suker hati kau ah nk pecaye ke tknk.kaLau aku tknk g,asaL siang2 aku yg fixed the date.bapak aku last minute biLang pagi2 yg nk g jumpe mp.wat the fuck do u expect?and bapak aku tu jam tkde cent,wat the fuck do u expect again?!and guess wat,bpk aku kasi duet on tues abehh kau nk ckp ape?dahLah,pape ah.
saLah aku ok,aku tkLeh g.
saLah aku ok,bpk aku tk kasi duet,
saLah aku ok,bpk aku nk kene jumpe mp.
saLah aku ok,bpk aku nk kene appLy pr.

u got ur own friends btw,u dont need me.

i wanna get my beauty sLeep noww.
im effing tired.
im tired!

2009-05-19T01:03:00.003+08:00

im soo confused!

bahhh~

damn!

im doomed~

ohhh-ohh!

2009-05-18T01:31:00.003+08:00

just wanna wish zaidi happy 18th birthday to youu!
god bLess you aite!
:D

take good care of urseLf!
:D

*smiles*

even the best faLLs down sometimes.

2009-05-17T03:48:00.005+08:00

these are some pictures taken at atikah's crib.
hahah.
:D
lol.

todayy i spent time with mira.
and then i spent time with my penyu and Lanky.
hehe.
had Lotsa Laugh todayy.
yeah.
i Love u girLs aLot.
and the rest too.
aLot to mention.
haah.
i Love aLL my gfs!!

hehe.
k here are some fugLy pictures of me,.
naturaL beauty babe.
hahaa.

enjoyyy~

hahahha.
HAPPY?

xoxxooxoxoxoox

2009-05-16T17:45:00.002+08:00

theres nothing much i wanna post about today.
today at 5 am.
i Left home to meet mira.
we we went for breakfast.
had Lots of Laughed with her
its been ages since we went out together.
just the both of us.
It was sweet and fun.
after having her meaL.
we went to sit at bLk 33 area.
the usuaL pLace where we Lepak.
hmm.

we were having girL taLks.
yeah.
i know he's the right one for me,
i just need time.
and no pressures.
i want to take things sLow.
im sorry for hurting you.
hmms.

we taLked about some Liar.
about Love mainLy.

i reaLLy appreciate the taLk just now.

ohh yahhh,as usuaL.
mira camwhored!
hahah.
duhh!mira wiLL aLways be mira.
=.="

nyaha!

anyways,wiLL be heading out to accompany mira to trade in hp.
so yeahh.
:)

xoxoxxooxxoxoxoxoxoxo

its getting harder and harder to breathe

2009-05-15T15:36:00.005+08:00

heyy.
i just woke up from my beauty sLeep.
when im onLine,my beLoved ex chatted with me
to know how i am going.
im fine.(:
but somehow,somewhat,i miss you.
especiaLLy ur smeLL.

as i was browsing through my msn list.
i Look under "whats new"
and saw something and cLicked it.
and this is it:

haha.
i was shocked.
2 hours ago?
i was sLeeping.
and this guy right here is such a sweetaye.
haha!
sweetkan kau.
to put my name at ur PersonaL message eventhough i was asLeep.
and not onLine.
but we're friends seriousLy.
he's a joker and a guy who i can reLate to.
but sometimes he just irritate me.
lol.

yeah.
and snickers.
i just need some space and time.
i hoped u understand.
:D

2009-05-15T02:49:00.002+08:00

wat the fuck am i doing?!

now ive lost a great friend?!

damn!

fuck.

fuck it lah.

2009-05-15T01:34:00.002+08:00

im so sorry for entering ur Life again.
and messed it up again.
im not the best for u.
i've keep hurting u.
im not good enough for u.
i wiLL never wiLL be good enough for u.
why cant you see?
how obvious.
i cant be the one who listens to u.
and be home earLy.
im so sorry =/

2009-05-13T16:30:00.002+08:00

im at atikahh house now.
and someone never reply my texts.
haisss
gahh.
=/
im in no mood!